August the 28th.

Yup, that's the date I'm getting married.

& Yes...that's in less than a week..

& YES..i AM gona go to a "Despedida de Soltera"..

oh ..yeah..and I'm not going to live in iRving anymore..

& yes..No more xanga for now.

Wish me a HAPPY LIFE!

This could be it.

mm my God. So many things, ...feels like we've been together for more than  a month

mm..tomorrow, hes gona go talk to my parents ...if not..we're gona wait and plan the wedding......mm...Idk...what to think or do...i know i wanna be with him but whats better...get married or just move in together and WHY>????

My life none-stop

So, the thing is that...I'm in Mineapolis, minesota [Sp?]

aaand..its pretty over here...not cold..not too hot like in texas...but its just...kind of perfect..its very pretty and the mall is BIG..uh
What else can i say?!

Yeah..so he finally proposed..he wants me to go over there as soon as possible so he can go talk to my dad aboutme moving out of the house...mm...0_o...well...i still gotta see whats gona happen first..but ...well..idk anymore lol Im just gona...go with the flow but making smart choices.

sooooooooooooo YAY they have inernet over here haha they're gona see how addictive i am with the computer hehe =P

soooooooo...computer and cable are my best friends so far.

I'm really...confused & afraid.

Hey, yeah it's me again.

=[ I miss my computer at home. =[[[[

Carlos keeps on talking about moving in together and he asks me everyday if we'd move in. He wants me to go live in Euless with him...That's a bit far from home. I cant leave my parents...not yet. Those were not my plans...I'm going to be UNHAPPY *opens eyes* OMG...i just realized..okay anyway..mm..He wants me to live in his house..with his parents and brothers. [wtf]...I told him to get a new place for us..and stuff..then he said we'd live at his parents house for a month or two while he gathers money to buy a house ..."HOUSE"...HOUSE?!?!

and who said i wanted to marry him?.

I like him and all but now I'm not sure I want to actually marry him at all...He lied...he's 25. that's like 7 years older than me. now that's scary.

becareful with what you wish for.

It's true.

I kind of wanted this but ..not right NOW. =[ psh I miss being the old me. Hanging ou twith friends...talking to them...hanging out with them...gettig on aim..being immature and being silly..he is kind of setting me apart from home and friends...He doesnt like me answering the phone when Im with him..lol i only reply to darwin bc he's special lol...agh =[.Now..it's just tihnking about paying bills and growing up. it sucks.

I don't know if I'm ready for this...now the question is..How to let him know i dont want to move in with him just yet...even though he said he's going to kidnap me. =[ lol psh..he better not. I'll walk home even if it takes me a day. =P

kaaaayyy..well..thats all for now..I'm confused. I got a lot of talking to do [with Carlos]

oh oh!oh!Did i say that my dad is sending me to Michigan...or somewhere in the north. minessota, mineapolis ...something like that..and he said I should live there..and stay there for as long as I want to..[i think he kows about carlos] before august is over..& then...if i want to stay there i can...Carlos didnt liike the idea..=[ but i really want to go there..and i think I'm gona stay for two weeks [if i can handle it]..thats a life with no bills to pay and no family [whooo hooo]. =]

uh...that's all. He wants me to look at the difference and if its better to live here than there. =]

kay well i gotta go now...

and please..leave a message and let me know what yo uthink. I need advices..ANYTHING will do.

-Karla

Where to start?

This is going to be a big surprise for many, specially for close friends or those who used to be really close to me.

I'm just going to explain really quick the 411.

First of all, i can't type alot because i'm in the public library. Yes..my computer died two days ago. That's why i havent been here nor myspace...OR AIM.

You guys can always text message me on the cell..if you know my number. uh..i have unlimited..>_< i had to..hehe

I'm almost done payin my dentist..[whoo hoo]
Job is good, school is good, life is good...I'm calm and all...i dont feel underpressure but i am kind of having confused questions that i'm going to ask Carlos later today when i see him.

Carlos is 23. He's really cool and he's from "el D.F." Yah...& well..yes...We've known each other for about two weeks and we've been dating since a week ago.

*shrugs* idk what else to say...just never thought I'd be where I stand right now. ...uh anyway im just gona go and tlak about this later.

Ps: did i say that we're thinking of moving in together.

My fear? What does my dad has to say about that. and yes indeed is too soon, thats why we're gona get to know each other more, because we hardly know each other and then we'll move in together but he's always planning it and he already proposed ..so...now it's "how are we going to do it"....maaan..its a long story but anyway lol

=] obvioosly those are tough decitions to make in real life. :P